The Columbus Bachelor

Jesse and I have been hanging out quite a bit. I have had sex with her a few times and it has been pretty good but she kind of lacks personality and I feel like I am never challenged around her. Dare I say that I am already bored of her sigh. I dunno what is wrong with me but I have realized that I am not really that attracted to girls that are super passive or have like zero personality etc. I need someone who is going to challenge me in very way. I think that if I can find a girl that challenges me then I won't get bored of her. I need someone who is smarter than me or at least at the same intelligence level that is going to keep me on my toes. This doesn't mean that I am going to totally give up on Jesse, I mean it has been nice being able to get laid and have someone that likes me, it is good for the ego but I have no idea what she wants long terms because we don't talk much about that stuff. She is not the kind of girl that you can have long introspective conversations with. She is a bit shallow and lacks depth. So that is what is happening with that Now let me tell you about the other girls in my life

I said in my previous blog entry that there was another girl. Her name is Amanda and she is really hot and really feminine but the problem with her is that she lacks personality as well. I have hooked up with her a few times and fooled around with her etc. I am going to go to her place on Friday night and watch a movie and I will probably bang her then and then sleep over so we will see how she is in bed. Maybe she will be lively in bed but I doubt it. I have a strong suspicion that she is going to be a bit of a dead fish just like Jesse is. Sigh I have been trying really heard to find a woman with a personality and someone who has some passion! So many people I meet are totally dead inside or something. It seems like they have absolutely no passion about anything in life. I mean why even be alive if you don't live your life with passion? Maybe this is just a trait of younger girls but I am not sure. I met an older girl that is 27 named Nicole and she seems to be very passionate about a lot of things and seems to actually have a personality.

I met her for coffee on Sunday at this sweet little place here in Columbus called Luck Bros' Coffee House. The place is awesome. They have coffee and stuff but they also have a lot of primo deserts and stuff. This was the first time I had been out with an older girl, well I guess I should call her a woman. I wasn't nervous though because I have been getting some from 2 different girls so I had a lot of confidence and I didn't feel desperate at all. I got there around 4pm and she arrived a few minutes after me. I was already sitting with my coffee. She grabbed a coffee and came and joined me. I ordered us a slice of this bombsauce chocolate cake and 2 forks. It was damn good cake yo. She said she does not care about age. She said that age is just a number and its more about the over package and the personality of the person. I think she was attracted me but I am not sure to be honest. I am not used to being with someone who is older. They are not as transparent about their feelings like younger girls are. We chatted for a few hours sipping coffees and then eventually she said she had to go because she had dinner plans with her family. We shook hands and parted ways. I haven't talked to her yet since then so I have no idea how it really went.