Jesse and I have been hanging out quite a bit. I have had sex with her a few times and it has been pretty good but she kind of lacks personality and I feel like I am never challenged around her. Dare I say that I am already bored of her sigh. I dunno what is wrong with me but I have realized that I am not really that attracted to girls that are super passive or have like zero personality etc. I need someone who is going to challenge me in very way. I think that if I can find a girl that challenges me then I won't get bored of her. I need someone who is smarter than me or at least at the same intelligence level that is going to keep me on my toes. This doesn't mean that I am going to totally give up on Jesse, I mean it has been nice being able to get laid and have someone that likes me, it is good for the ego but I have no idea what she wants long terms because we don't talk much about that stuff. She is not the kind of girl that you can have long introspective conversations with. She is a bit shallow and lacks depth. So that is what is happening with that Now let me tell you about the other girls in my life

I said in my previous blog entry that there was another girl. Her name is Amanda and she is really hot and really feminine but the problem with her is that she lacks personality as well. I have hooked up with her a few times and fooled around with her etc. I am going to go to her place on Friday night and watch a movie and I will probably bang her then and then sleep over so we will see how she is in bed. Maybe she will be lively in bed but I doubt it. I have a strong suspicion that she is going to be a bit of a dead fish just like Jesse is. Sigh I have been trying really heard to find a woman with a personality and someone who has some passion! So many people I meet are totally dead inside or something. It seems like they have absolutely no passion about anything in life. I mean why even be alive if you don't live your life with passion? Maybe this is just a trait of younger girls but I am not sure. I met an older girl that is 27 named Nicole and she seems to be very passionate about a lot of things and seems to actually have a personality.

I met her for coffee on Sunday at this sweet little place here in Columbus called Luck Bros' Coffee House. The place is awesome. They have coffee and stuff but they also have a lot of primo deserts and stuff. This was the first time I had been out with an older girl, well I guess I should call her a woman. I wasn't nervous though because I have been getting some from 2 different girls so I had a lot of confidence and I didn't feel desperate at all. I got there around 4pm and she arrived a few minutes after me. I was already sitting with my coffee. She grabbed a coffee and came and joined me. I ordered us a slice of this bombsauce chocolate cake and 2 forks. It was damn good cake yo. She said she does not care about age. She said that age is just a number and its more about the over package and the personality of the person. I think she was attracted me but I am not sure to be honest. I am not used to being with someone who is older. They are not as transparent about their feelings like younger girls are. We chatted for a few hours sipping coffees and then eventually she said she had to go because she had dinner plans with her family. We shook hands and parted ways. I haven't talked to her yet since then so I have no idea how it really went.

Hi all and welcome back to my blog. I have a lot to report about and I am sorry I didn't write more sooner but I got discouraged writing in this blog because everything was going shitty. First off, I got promoted to salad bar and pantry so no more dirty dishwashing omg you have no idea how much this means to me. That job was fucking hell I was covered in dirty shitty water all night long and my shit always smelled and it was hot and I was working non stop live I was a slave or some shit. Now I am responsible for the salad bar and sometimes I work pantry. When it is dead I have to do both. For the salad bar I have make all the different salads or chop the necessary vegetables etc. This is harder than it sounds cuz there is huge batches to be made and made in advance. I have to constantly go out and check the salad bar in the dining room to make sure nothing gets low etc. Pantry is easy you just make deserts which are kinda premade already. You can eat all the ice cream and shrimp you want.

Anyways, that shit is a big deal to me but I doubt you guys want to hear anymore about that so let me move on the girls! Girls, girls, girls to quote Vince Neil. I did what I said I was gonna do, I updated my profile and then I sent out lots of messages. I made it a point to message girls that looked responsible and I read their profiles in great depth before sending anything because I wanted to make sure that I was not messaging some girl who likes video games and guys who take pictures in the mirror with their phones with their shirts off. The last thing I need in my life right now is some young doopy girl that plays wow. The way I feel about that is best described by this quote: If they dare touch a hair on your head, I'll fight to the last breath. That was the Smith's in case you are a noob. So yeah back to the girls. I am chatting with about 7 different girls right now and I feel like the king of the world to quote of titanic boy Leonardo Di Caprio. I have been seeing 2 of them , got 2 of them on MSN, and the other 3 I am just using the messaging system in the online dating site to send messages back and forth.

I will tell you about one of the two girls I am seeing. By the way, both of them think I am only seeing them but wtf how is that a good idea? I mean how do you know if you are going to like them or if it will turn into a relationship - you don't and meeting people is about timing and once you get a message from a girl you need to act upon it. Anyways her name is Jesse and I took her out for coffee last night. It was the first time I was meeting her and I was kind of nervous. We met at this cool little coffee place called Cup 0' Joe Coffee Dessert House. We had coffee and desert and talked for about 3 hours. After that we left there and went for a walk cuz the sun was still out and she told me more intimate stuff about her and we went and sat down by this pond on a bench and we both after a while just stopped talking and then I told her I really wanted to kiss her and she said so why don't you already? We made out for about an hour there then we headed back because it was getting late and she had something to do in the morning. Was a good time and I am looking forward to learning more about her. Thing is... there is another girl, but I will save that for another entry.